4 Security (Ma-miaw)

Conversation with Karin
25 April 2019

Acrylic paint on canvas

How long do you intend to do this job?
I don't know, two years maybe?
Shouldn't you pursue a master's degree? Perhaps go abroad?
I don't want to. I don't know. It's like since Proud passed away,
I've been thinking a lot, to the point my head hurts. I keep on thinking
about the meaning of life. I don't even know what I want.
I guess we want some sense of security in life? But is that what we truly want?
It might not be that necessary after all. We might not need it.
When you know that there is no, and no need for, security in life.
That's the true sense of security.